Why? Is it to make me stronger? What am I even doing here? Hurting, yes, that's for sure, but is there even something over the other end this time? Is there even a reason? I'm blind, blind, deaf, and sick of crawling. Sick of having to crawl if I want to get anywhere, no matter how near or how far my objective.
But perhaps I'm mostly sick of the way crawling forward has the same effect as running backwards.
When you've turned into everything you despise in other people, and nothing in the world makes sense any more, perhaps it's time to seriously consider what you're even doing here.
And then hope and pray that change is possible.
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