A Poetic Winter: A Soliloquy of Nothingness

Vrykolaka

I embrace the shadow,
Not the decaying fire of the sun
Sweet scent of Allium sativum, my bane
I sleep during day
And at night, drink my fill
Of your own bitter-sweet sustenance

My only fear is your holy relic
And your God is the source of all my dread

I am nosferatu, homo sapiens homovorus
I thirst as you hunger,
And I drink as you sleep

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I have of late taken to writing poetry. It amuses me. Despite a marked lack of skill, a small part of me wants to compile a book of poetry divided up into four sections. One for each season in the vein of Jon Foreman's EPs. It should come as no surprise that 'Winter' is filling up faster than all the others. And in my defence, I'm loving this cold spell. The coldness, the wetness, the greyness... It is so me! It is not Winter just yet, but it may as well be.

Outside my window right now, all I can see... Besides my garden, that is... Is grey. Grey, almost white, clouds. It isn't raining just yet. I swear I'm not an emo. I swear I'm not a goth. I swear I've discussed this in a previous blog.

It all comes down to taste and preference. If I'd rather drink in the beauty of God's gorgeous winter than burn myself to a crisp in his utterly painful Summer, what is it to you? To be fair, I do like Summer. I like all the seasons. It's just that, I live in Australia. Australia has a 'Summer culture', and I'm not buying it. I guess all these Summery things are great in their own season, but don't complain when it's Winter! As a matter of fact, I think I'd like Summer a whole lot more if I could find a pair of sunglasses that actually look good on me...

I must apologize for this blog. It's really just a random rambling about nothing. But, like poetry, it amuses me. I'll leave you with a question, dear reader: Which is more enjoyable? A cold drink on a hot day, or a hot drink on a cold day? Ah, I think I win...?

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Office For The Dead

“Dirige Domine Deus meus
In conspectu tuo viam meam.”

The quiet words are spoken,
Soft o’er your frozen grave
And yet, with strength they pierce
The frozen shell about my heart

Many memories flitter past
But I shrug them off in anger
A single sentence floats through
I know the truth, I’ve come to terms

“It was you, drunken fool.”
If I’d been sober, she’d still be alive