Love Me In The Rainfall

This shadow hangs over
In the shape of a cross
My soul grows stronger
As your blood runs faster
But my heart, it grows bitter
Coz I know that I didn't deserve this
What could you see in me?
And why? Why do I fail once again?

I'm holding onto the base of the cross, looking at the thorns
I'm begging you to hold me as the rain begins to fall
You look at me in silence, even though your heart is torn
This broken body, bleeding love forever more

I thought I was by myself
I'm not good enough for you
And I wanted to die
Coz exactly how could I pretend?
I was living a two-tone life
And a year of perpetual winter
I wanted you to destroy me
But you wanted me to live

I'm holding onto the base of the cross, looking at the thorns
I'm begging you to hold me as the rain begins to fall
You look at me in silence, even though your heart is torn
This broken body, bleeding love forever more